In those years, we missed love (original)

He has been studying abroad for four years, and I have no intention to know that he has been keeping in touch with my good friend Jingjing to learn about my latest developments. But those four years were a nightmare for me. I kept escaping every day, avoiding facing the real life and bearing a heart of fear all the time. My whole body and mind were in fear, when I saw him again, he was already a father. On that day, when college classmates gathered, we were silent. I saw his eyes were full of thoughts, and I saw him become very mature. Looking at his wife, I have a familiar feeling. I look carefully. My eyes and teeth are like a person, especially a smile. Looking at them, they look very similar to me. I once remembered that he wanted to find a cheerful, optimistic and smiling person, hoping that this woman could bring him happiness and happiness. Thinking of ten years ago, our personalities were too similar and childish. I didn’t expect time to catalyze him into a strong and solid middle-aged man. In the past, Green Day always mistook him for his mother BABY. Maybe this is fate. Some people are destined to be a symbol in life and a beautiful memory. At the right time, meeting the right person is fate, that is a blessing in life. Looking through his WeChat and seeing his wife and son, we knew that we got married in the same year and had children in the same year. Thinking of a long time ago, before he went to Australia to study abroad, he confessed to me on QQ, but why didn’t I promise at that time, maybe it was fear. I was afraid that he would look down on my brother, maybe it is worried that he fell in love with his classmates when he went to study abroad. Later, he chatted with me again and told me a lot of things. I still didn’t agree. I wanted to be injured I am for fear that I couldn’t stand the blow of lovelorn. Later, we met again. He asked me again and again if I had a boyfriend. I said there was a man chasing him. He also said that there was a girl chasing him, I know he still hasn’t given up on me, but I am still not touched by him. Maybe we are doomed to have no fate in this life. Only after that time did I know that it was the last conversation that we were single. Everyone had his own destiny. When I met him, I couldn’t choose. Maybe this was fate. A time of love, I wandered in another place; When I came, he walked into the next intersection. Therefore, between walking and stopping, many people missed each other’s fate. Many years later, I was surprised to find that we are the people of the same world. I never looked at the boy who was close to me when I was in college, and even said no praise, so I refused him out. Phobia is really terrible. It subverts my outlook on life and values and makes me make different choices. Only then did I understand how ridiculous my thoughts were at that time when I was suffering from phobia. At that time, I, how pitiful, in order to protect yourself from getting hurt, I frozen my heart to the valley until I turned myself into a terrible hedgehog. Most of the time, we are not afraid of losing. More importantly, we can’t let go. We always thought that others would not accept such an ending. We didn’t think that the person who couldn’t accept such an ending was ourselves. The vast sea of people, how many people really find their most perfect belonging, how many people miss the best chance in passing, or how many people are standing at the wrong time and place in the right choice. If they have time to stay between people’s thoughts, give them some time to make missing become a kind of fault. Those years, our ignorant years; Those years, the love we missed, Haruki Murakami, said that if we love each other, we can carry our hands to the old; If we miss it, we will protect him well.

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